Thursday, October 31, 2013

YOU ARE LOVED


"No one of us is less treasured or cherished of God than another. I testify that He loves each of us—insecurities, anxieties, self-image, and all."
 -Jeffrey R Holland 

  

"I stand all amazed at the love Jesus offers me,

Confused at the grace that so fully he proffers me.

I tremble to know that for me he was crucified,

That for me, a sinner, he suffered, he bled and died.

Oh, it is wonderful that he should care for me

Enough to die for me!

Oh, it is wonderful, wonderful to me!

I marvel that he would descend from his throne divine

To rescue a soul so rebellious and proud as mine,

That he should extend his great love unto such as I,

Sufficient to own, to redeem, and to justify.
I think of his hands pierced and bleeding to pay the debt!

Such mercy, such love and devotion can I forget?

No, no, I will praise and adore at the mercy seat,

Until at the glorified throne I kneel at his feet."

"One observer has written: “In a world that constantly compares people, ranking them as more or less intelligent, more or less attractive, more or less successful, it is not easy to really believe in a [divine] love that does not do the same. When I hear someone praised,” he says, “it is hard not to think of myself as less praiseworthy; when I read about the goodness and kindness of other people, it is hard not to wonder whether I myself am as good and kind as they; and when I see trophies, rewards, and prizes being handed out to special people, I cannot avoid asking myself why that didn’t happen to me.”  If left un resisted, we can see how this inclination so embellished by the world will ultimately bring a resentful, demeaning view of God and a terribly destructive view of ourselves. Most “thou shalt not” commandments are meant to keep us from hurting others, but I am convinced the commandment not to covet is meant to keep us from hurting ourselves."


"10 Remember the worth of souls is great in the sight of God;

 11 For, behold, the Lord your Redeemer suffered death in the flesh; wherefore he suffered the pain of all men, that all men might repent and come unto him."
 Doctrine and covenants 18

"7 If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you.

 8 Herein is my Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be my disciples.

 9 As the Father hath loved me, so have I loved you: continue ye in my love.

 10 If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father’s commandments, and abide in his love.

 11 These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full.

 12 This is my commandment, That ye love one another, as I have loved you.

 13 Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.

 14 Ye are my friends, if ye do whatsoever I command you."

 John 15

He is our savior our friend. No soul is more important than another in our Father in Heavens plan, we all are very important pieces to His beautiful puzzle.

As stated in verse 14 of John 15, we are His friends if we do whatsoever he has commanded. As we keep His commandments He is bound to be our friend, we are promised to receive the comforter, that the Holy Ghost will be with us as we live righteously and keep his commandments after we have entered into the waters of baptism and receive the gift of the Holy Ghost through Christ’s restored priesthood power.

 "10 I, the Lord, am bound when ye do what I say; but when ye do not what I say, ye have no promise"
 Doctrine and Covenants 82:10

No talent is greater than another, it takes all kinds to beautify the earth, we need the inventors, the creators, the mathematician, the swimmer, the dancer, the artist, the mechanic, the teacher, the student, the scientist, or Doctor... it takes all kinds to complete Heavenly Fathers puzzle, to beautify the earth. 

we have all been given our spiritual gifts which shine from the inside out. There are people in need of us, our talents, and our gifts. 

We have all been created in the image of our God, we are beautiful to him. Have you received Christ in your countenance? 

It is so important that as we look upon ourselves each day we do our best to see ourselves as Christ would. It is important to not be negative, or beat ourselves down. Some talents we may not have naturally but through practice, and diligence we can obtain those talents we desire. 

As we live in a way that is pleasing to our Father in Heaven we will have the light of Christ within us, we can become examples to others, to lift one another up and to be a grand example of our brother Jesus Christ, we are his hands here on earth, to bring souls back to Christ.  

I know the He loves us all. That we ALL were rescued by His infinite Atonement. He gave His life, He over came the world so that we wouldn't have to. Come back to Him, return to the peace that is provided by our Savior. He is always inviting "Come follow me" It is never to late to follow our Savior and take part in Gods perfect plan. His arms are opened and ready to receive you. His is there, full of love, grace, and mercy. 
 

"will ye not now return unto me, and repent of your sins, and be converted, that I may heal you?

 14 Yea, verily I say unto you, if ye will come unto me ye shall have eternal life. Behold, mine arm of mercy is extended towards you, and whosoever will come, him will I receive; and blessed are those who come unto me.

 15 Behold, I am Jesus Christ the Son of God. I created the heavens and the earth, and all things that in them are. I was with the Father from the beginning. I am in the Father, and the Father in me; and in me hath the Father glorified his name.

 16 I came unto my own, and my own received me not. And the scriptures concerning my coming are fulfilled.

 17 And as many as have received me, to them have I given to become the sons of God; and even so will I to as many as shall believe on my name, for behold, by me redemption cometh, and in me is the law of Moses fulfilled.

 18 I am the light and the life of the world. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end."
3 Nephi  9:14


 

Wednesday, October 30, 2013

"I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you."


"27 Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
John 14
 
" Pain is a gauge of the healing process. It often teaches us patience. Perhaps that is why we use the term patient in referring to the sick."
"Much of our suffering is not necessarily our fault. Unexpected events, contradicting or disappointing circumstances, interrupting illness, and even death surround us and penetrate our mortal experience. Additionally, we may suffer afflictions because of the actions of others. Opposition is part of Heavenly Father’s plan of happiness. We all encounter enough to bring us to an awareness of our Father’s love and of our need for the Savior’s help.
The Savior is not a silent observer. He Himself knows personally and infinitely the pain we face."
Whenever I think about my Savior there are a few words that come to my mind such as: Rescue, safety, comfort, peace, love, hope, brother, compassion, guardian, help and so many more. There is one word that has recently stood out to me though and that is “solace”.
Solace:
1. Relief from emotional distress, comfort at a time of sadness, grief, or disappointment
2. Source of comfort,  somebody or something that provides comfort at a time of sadness, grief, or disappointment
The greatest source of comfort is our savior Jesus Christ.
"Hope is an abiding trust that the Lord will fulfill His promises to you. It is manifest in confidence, optimism, enthusiasm, and patient perseverance. It is believing and expecting that something will occur. When you have hope, you work through trials and difficulties with the confidence and assurance that all things will work together for your good. Hope helps discouragement."
"Discouragement will weaken your faith. If you lower your expectations, your effectiveness will decrease, your desire will weaken, and you will have greater difficulty following the spirit."
-Preach My Gospel
When ever you feel alone take a moment to ponder about the different blessings you have been give, pray for help to see Gods hand more in your life, recognize that you are never alone that the Savior has felt all things, He knows all things and He can fix all things.

 
 
 



Sunday, October 27, 2013

Changing Myself In Christ

A while back a companion of mine had me watch a talk by Elder Holland that completely changed my life.

I will share with you a little background about me and how this talk helped me.

Before my mission I would often find things to doubt. For a really long time I had the hardest time understanding how the book of Mormon was true, how Joseph Smith saw heavenly father and Jesus Christ and how on earth could angels come and restore all of these things to him?? In my mind it just didn’t make sense.

 I became a missionary and was expected each day to bear my testimony of these things to people and I still had these moments where I was not even 100% sure if it was true myself!! How am I going to commit people to read this book that I had only read one time through myself!? I had a solid testimony that Jesus Christ is my Savior; I knew that the gospel had provided me peace and happiness in all phases of my growing up. But I didn’t understand the who, what, why and how of the gospel I guess you could say.

 I started to read from the Book of Mormon everyday it started to feel right. A few weeks ago as I was reading I had a really cool experience that I want to share.  I am reading the book of Mormon cover to cover , my desire is to gain a better knowledge of it and a stronger testimony of its truth, I have been told you can only help convert people as deep as you are converted , I am challenging myself to know even more that the book of Mormon is true, as I was reading in Nephi I found a scripture that as I read it I could just feel his heart ache, and for the first time ever I could feel that Nephi was a real man with real sorrows. He wasn’t just a character in this good book anymore.

1 Nephi 19:5-7

“ 5 And an account of my making these plates shall be given hereafter; and then, behold, I proceed according to that which I have spoken; and this I do that the more sacred things may be kept for the knowledge of my people.

 6 Nevertheless, I do not write anything upon plates save it be that I think it be sacred. And now, if I do err, even did they err of old; not that I would excuse myself because of other men, but because of the weakness which is in me, according to the flesh, I would excuse myself.

7 For the things which some men esteem to be of great worth, both to the body and soul, others set at naught and trample under their feet. Yea, even the very God of Israel do men trample under their feet; I say, trample under their feet but I would speak in other words—they set him at naught, and hearken not to the voice of his counsels.”

 This scripture hit my heart with great power as I thought about Nephi and his concerns as he tried to preach the gospel, people denied him and tried to kill him, his own brothers tried to kill him and I really just felt this strong sense that “Sister Carlson, he’s not like harry potter, He is a real man. He was and is a prophet of God who had feelings, His heart was broken when people wouldn't accept the teachings of the Savior, His heart was broken as people rejected the Gospel” After that thought the scripture popped into my mind in 2 Nephi chapter 33:3 "

"3 But I, Nephi, have written what I have written, and I esteem it as of great worth, and especially unto my people. For I pray continually for them by day, and mine eyes water my pillow by night, because of them; and I cry unto my God in faith, and I know that he will hear my cry."

As I thought of those I love from home and here on my mission that have accepted the Gospel and forgotten their testimony, to those who have given up on their faith and to those who have yet to accept it, in this moment I could relate to Nephi, many nights my tears have soaked my pillow for the thought and feelings that those I love won’t accept Christ as their Savior and they push away His teachings.For those who don't want to try anymore and to those who seemed to have lost hope. 

The Book Of Mormon and the Gospel of Jesus Christ provides much hope in a world of deteriorating values, in a world where God is fading from the hearts of men. I realize more and more each day what men and women have sacrificed in times of old for us to understand the teachings of Jesus Christ, the sacrifices that were made for us to have the book of Mormon. The sacrifices were made, by people who loved a future generation they didn't even know. The sacrifice was made by a Savior who loves us, a savior that didn't want to spend eternity alone, therefore he sent him self into the world to atone for us. to pay the debt we couldn't pay, to free the bonds we couldn't free on our own. I want so badly for those i love to understand these teachings, to see the ways their lives will change as they read and apply the words to each day of their life.  

I want for those i love to allow the book of mormon to change their very creature as it has changed mine, to bring the hope, love and peace I have felt.

Each time I read from the pages of the book of Mormon my faith grows stronger, my understanding of my savior deepens, and my heart becomes more converted to my father in heaven and Brother Jesus Christ. Each day I read I learn more and more with all of my heart that the words of the book of Mormon are true. It hasn't come through a huge shaking, a yelling voice, or a giant sign, but it has been a gradual step by step development, each time I read I feel the spirit, I feel myself understanding what my calling in life is, and I find myself becoming a better woman through Christ. I can say with all of my heart that I KNOW THE BOOK OF MORMON IS TRUE.

There is a talk by Elder Holland that has changed my life and my view, that has helped me to become more converted and to understand the book of Mormon and its divinity more fully and I am going to share that talk! :)

"Safety for the Soul"

"I want it absolutely clear when I stand before the judgment bar of God that I declared to the world … that the Book of Mormon is true.

Prophecies regarding the last days often refer to large-scale calamities such as earthquakes or famines or floods. These in turn may be linked to widespread economic or political upheavals of one kind or another.
But there is one kind of latter-day destruction that has always sounded to me more personal than public, more individual than collective—a warning, perhaps more applicable inside the Church than outside it. The Savior warned that in the last days even those of the covenant, the very elect, could be deceived by the enemy of truth. 1 If we think of this as a form of spiritual destruction, it may cast light on another latter-day prophecy. Think of the heart as the figurative center of our faith, the poetic location of our loyalties and our values; then consider Jesus’s declaration that in the last days “men’s hearts [shall fail] them.” 2
The encouraging thing, of course, is that our Father in Heaven knows all of these latter-day dangers, these troubles of the heart and soul, and has given counsel and protections regarding them.
In light of that, it has always been significant to me that the Book of Mormon, one of the Lord’s powerful keystones 3 in this counteroffensive against latter-day ills, begins with a great parable of life, an extended allegory of hope versus fear, of light versus darkness, of salvation versus destruction—an allegory of which Sister Ann M. Dibb spoke so movingly this morning.
In Lehi’s dream an already difficult journey gets more difficult when a mist of darkness arises, obscuring any view of the safe but narrow path hisfamily and others are to follow. It is imperative to note that this mist of darkness descends on all the travelers—the faithful and the determined ones (the elect, we might even say) as well as the weaker and ungrounded ones. The principal point of the story is that the successful travelers resist all distractions, including the lure of forbidden paths and jeering taunts from the vain and proud who have taken those paths. The record says that the protected “did press their way forward, continually [and, I might add, tenaciously] holding fast” to a rod of iron that runs unfailingly along the course of the true path. 4 However dark the night or the day, the rod marks the way of that solitary, redeeming trail.
“I beheld,” Nephi says later, “that the rod of iron … was the word of God, [leading] … to the tree of life; … a representation of the love of God.” Viewing this manifestation of God’s love, Nephi goes on to say:
“I looked and beheld the Redeemer of the world, … [who] went forth ministering unto the people. …
“… And I beheld multitudes of people who were sick, and who were afflicted with all manner of diseases, and with devils and unclean spirits; … and they were healed by the power of the Lamb of God; and the devils and the unclean spirits were cast out.” 5
Love. Healing. Help. Hope. The power of Christ to counter all troubles in all times—including the end of times. That is the safe harbor God wants for us in personal or public days of despair. That is the message with which the Book of Mormon begins, and that is the message with which it ends, calling all to “come unto Christ, and be perfected in him.” 6 That phrase—taken from Moroni’s final lines of testimony, written 1,000 years after Lehi’s vision—is a dying man’s testimony of the only true way.
May I refer to a modern “last days” testimony? When Joseph Smith and his brother Hyrum started for Carthage to face what they knew would be an imminent martyrdom, Hyrum read these words to comfort the heart of his brother:
“Thou hast been faithful; wherefore … thou shalt be made strong, even unto the sitting down in the place which I have prepared in the mansions of my Father.
“And now I, Moroni, bid farewell … until we shall meet before the judgment-seat of Christ.” 7
A few short verses from the 12th chapter of Ether in the Book of Mormon. Before closing the book, Hyrum turned down the corner of the page from which he had read, marking it as part of the everlasting testimony for which these two brothers were about to die. I hold in my hand that book, the very copy from which Hyrum read, the same corner of the page turned down, still visible. Later, when actually incarcerated in the jail, Joseph the Prophet turned to the guards who held him captive and bore a powerful testimony of the divine authenticity of the Book of Mormon. 8 Shortly thereafter pistol and ball would take the lives of these two testators.
As one of a thousand elements of my own testimony of the divinity of the Book of Mormon, I submit this as yet one more evidence of its truthfulness. In this their greatest—and last—hour of need, I ask you: would these men blaspheme before God by continuing to fix their lives, their honor, and their own search for eternal salvation on a book (and by implication a church and a ministry) they had fictitiously created out of whole cloth?
Never mind that their wives are about to be widows and their children fatherless. Never mind that their little band of followers will yet be “houseless, friendless and homeless” and that their children will leave footprints of blood across frozen rivers and an untamed prairie floor. 9Never mind that legions will die and other legions live declaring in the four quarters of this earth that they know the Book of Mormon and the Church which espouses it to be true. Disregard all of that, and tell me whether in this hour of death these two men would enter the presence of their Eternal Judge quoting from and finding solace in a book which, if notthe very word of God, would brand them as imposters and charlatans until the end of time? They would not do that! They were willing to die rather than deny the divine origin and the eternal truthfulness of the Book of Mormon.
For 179 years this book has been examined and attacked, denied and deconstructed, targeted and torn apart like perhaps no other book in modern religious history—perhaps like no other book in any religious history. And still it stands. Failed theories about its origins have been born and parroted and have died—from Ethan Smith to Solomon Spaulding to deranged paranoid to cunning genius. None of these frankly pathetic answers for this book has ever withstood examination because there is no other answer than the one Joseph gave as its young unlearned translator. In this I stand with my own great-grandfather, who said simply enough, “No wicked man could write such a book as this; and no good man would write it, unless it were true and he were commanded of God to do so.” 10
I testify that one cannot come to full faith in this latter-day work—and thereby find the fullest measure of peace and comfort in these, our times—until he or she embraces the divinity of the Book of Mormon and the Lord Jesus Christ, of whom it testifies. If anyone is foolish enough or misled enough to reject 531 pages of a heretofore unknown text teeming with literary and Semitic complexity without honestly attempting to account for the origin of those pages—especially without accounting for their powerful witness of Jesus Christ and the profound spiritual impact that witness has had on what is now tens of millions of readers—if that is the case, then such a person, elect or otherwise, has been deceived; and if he or she leaves this Church, it must be done by crawling over or under or around the Book of Mormon to make that exit. In that sense the book is what Christ Himself was said to be: “a stone of stumbling, … a rock of offence,” 11 a barrier in the path of one who wishes not to believe in this work. Witnesses, even witnesses who were for a time hostile to Joseph, testified to their death that they had seen an angel and had handled the plates. “They have been shown unto us by the power of God, and not of man,” they declared. “Wherefore we know of a surety that the work is true.” 12
Now, I did not sail with the brother of Jared in crossing an ocean, settling in a new world. I did not hear King Benjamin speak his angelically delivered sermon. I did not proselyte with Alma and Amulek nor witness the fiery death of innocent believers. I was not among the Nephite crowd who touched the wounds of the resurrected Lord, nor did I weep with Mormon and Moroni over the destruction of an entire civilization. But my testimony of this record and the peace it brings to the human heart is as binding and unequivocal as was theirs. Like them, “[I] give [my name] unto the world, to witness unto the world that which [I] have seen.” And like them, “[I] lie not, God bearing witness of it.” 13
I ask that my testimony of the Book of Mormon and all that it implies, given today under my own oath and office, be recorded by men on earth and angels in heaven. I hope I have a few years left in my “last days,” but whether I do or do not, I want it absolutely clear when I stand before the judgment bar of God that I declared to the world, in the most straightforward language I could summon, that the Book of Mormon is true, that it came forth the way Joseph said it came forth and was given to bring happiness and hope to the faithful in the travail of the latter days.
My witness echoes that of Nephi, who wrote part of the book in his “last days”:
“Hearken unto these words and believe in Christ; and if ye believe not in these words believe in Christ. And if ye shall believe in Christ ye will believe in these words, for they are the words of Christ, … and they teach all men that they should do good.
“And if they are not the words of Christ, judge ye—for Christ will show unto you, with power and great glory, that they are his words, at the last day. 14
Brothers and sisters, God always provides safety for the soul, and with the Book of Mormon, He has again done that in our time. Remember this declaration by Jesus Himself: “Whoso treasureth up my word, shall not be deceived” 15 —and in the last days neither your heart nor your faith will fail you. Of this I earnestly testify in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.